I Hate You

I hate you for being free

on that day when I was supposed to flee;

to escape from my reality

and to embrace what seemed like fantasy.

I hate you for bringing me back

to this real world I'm unable to track.

As if you're there to help me unpack -

to keep me in this world intact.

I hate you for showing me that face,

making my mind be puzzled by a difficult maze

but somehow you've let me enjoy such phase;

letting me see that I can win that ace!

I hate you for allowing me to stay

while kind of leaving me astray.

I'm clueless as to what you always play;

I'm clueless as to what I want to say...

So I hate myself more for all of these;

I have let my freezing heart feel at ease

from the possibility that it will soon be seized

by you who I want to be with in a wonderful bliss.